lost frindship

I smile as to act like everything is ok

But why do I feel so sad inside

I try to act like all is good enough

As if I forgot the past

And can move on

Yet I can’t move forward

I can’t face the past

A friendship lost by betrayal

We live two separate lives

And now I can’t even understand

How our paths crossed

Or how this friendship started

I don’t get how this bond got so strong

Or why I care that you’re not in my life

Can one really forgive and forget?

Can we ever have again what we once had?

thinking about you

Everyday I think about you

And everyday I miss you more

People say it will only get better

Just give it time

It heals all wounds

But how about now

All I do is cry

And suffer more

I want the feelings to go away

But they don’t disappear overnight

I dream and feel you near

Then I awake to only emptiness

Reality sets in

Another day begins exactly the same

Thinking about you

Missing you

And you nowhere near